hmmm sometimes i wish i can become a baby again then i can be so peaceful everything will be done for me i dun need to worry about anything.but what to do i have grown up cant reverse the time.anyway my mum keeps on saying that i dun seem to be studying and dunno if i can make it to poly.i know i m not studying but i know wat i m doing and where i m heading.my aim is to go poly and i know how to work towards it.i dunno what to say la.sometimes it seems to me that no on one can be bothered abt me always i m the one caring for others and not the other way round but that is my nature i always care abt pple around me and do what i can to help them.but in a way that is the reason why i got no confidence because i care abt what other people think abt me.actually in my secondary school time i use to be confident but gradually my confidence went down and now it is 0%.i cant do things well la.cant sing well or dance or anything else.i cant practically do anything well.i am feeling very low la.i think i am useless.let me see if i can atleast make it to poly but everyday i seem to do nothing but play games.shit la.jini after reading this dun say anything cos i know wat u will say and i will start my nonsense and there will be no end k di.bye
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I dun care if u start all over again but i think wat u wrote is nonsense.. ok i cant stop u from feeling tat way.. its jus u n i m telling u stop bothering abt wat ppl thinks ok.. do it for ur ownself dun do things cos they want u to do so.. ur mum is like any other parent all they want us to do is do well but they dun see our other needs n so on.. we know wat we r goin thru n wen to study n wen not too.. ur confidence has gone down n u know tat do u know how to get it back.. i m sure u know so try to u r a very talented person n u know it for irself but u hide away from this cos u care abt wat others say.. like wen they see u on tv or comment abt u, wat makes u soo sure tat the comments will eb bad wen they see ur talent they will praise u no matter who u r or how u look like di.. ok i feel the same way abt me too.. i dunno if u read my latest one but i have a rite to stop u.. u r sure u can make it to poly but me i dun even know i have not been doin well even if i want to i dun seem to be getting grades i should..Sad la.. u will do well n i know u will prove everyone wrong di..
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