Random thoughts....

as u know yesterday was our results.i did not manage to reach 3.5 as usual damn it la.all the blady courses in poly need 3.5. ok leave that aside ranjini got three bs and her gpa was 2.4 so she was upset abt it. i forgot that she got 2.4 and i kept on thinking that she got 2.9 which was actually elias's grade.so i accidentally asked her what course she wanna go then she say the zoo.then i said 2.9 can go rp what cos i really forgot that hers was not 2.9.later then i remembered and i told her sry n she said thanks for making it sound worse di.come on la i really forgot. i am really sorry.nowadays she behaves differently and she n elias got a bad impression on me.they think that i dun like them and i dun like to talk to them n all.hmmm even my best friend cannot understand me. Maybe she thinks that i m purposely doing it cos i got two a s pls la i am not that type of person and elias said i came online jus to ask abt his grades.i m sick n tired of all this. To think only jane n keng yam actually understand me well.thanks jane for being there n hearing my mumbling n grumbling.anyway i do think the friendship between me n her has strained i dunno why what jane is right both of us are jus seperating away.hmmm i got nothing to say la.since they think like that. let it be thats how well they know me.i have a clear conscience so i do not need to feel guilty abt anything.