THE WAR

YEST WHEN I WENT BACK THE WAR STILL CONTINUED.SHE WAS LIKE GOING ON AND ON NAGGING AND SHOUTING THE WHOLE NIGHT. I WAS SO IRRIATED AND PISSED OFF.WHAT USE TO HAPPEN ONCE IN A WHILE NOW HAPPENS EVERY WEEK AND IT GOES ON FOR TWO DAYS.I SOMETIMES WONDER Y I WASNT BORN INTO SOME OTHER FAMILY.MUST HAVE DONE LOTS OF SINS IN THE PREVIOUS BIRTH. I KNOW SOME PPLE DUN BELIEVE IN LAST BIRTH AND ALL BUT I BELIEVE.I BELIEVE ALL THOSE SUFFERINGS WE ENDURE NOW ARE PAYMENT FOR ALL THOSE SINS THAT WE HAVE DONE LAST BIRTN.BUT I DUN BELIEVE I WAS SUCH A EVIL PERSON TO BE DOING SO MUCH OF SINS LAST BIRTH.WHATEVER IT IS I CAME TO WORK IN THE MORNING ATLEAST GOING TO WORK IS WAY BETTER THAN SATYING AT HOME ATLEAST I GET PEACE.I AM SO FED UP OF LIFE LA SERIOUSLY.I SOMETIMES FEEL I HAVE LOST MY OLDSELF LIKE THE OLD ME IN ITE. I M NOT THAT PERSON ANYMORE.I JUS HOPE THAT SOME MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN IN LIFE SO THAT I CAN BE PEACEFUL AND HAPPY.AND HOPE THE WAR WILL BE OVER WHEN I REACH HOME.