Random thoughts....

ok i finally feel like updating my blog so i am doing it tdy.well its been almost a month since i updated and i got some updates.well i got into poly which was the first priority in my list and for which i had to wait so many years but i did not get into the course i wanted but what to do got into engrg and jus going ahead with it.i know its gonna be difficult but what else can i do nothing is easy so i have decided to struggle.now i am so stressed with so many issues first thing is the loan second is the loan for the laptop.i am gonna be a kadankari when i finish this course.shit what to do my mum cannot afford to pay for all this and i know that and i dun blame her.the person who is to be blamed is someone else.aiyah another thing which has become a big issue in my family is losing weight.my mum keeps on telling this everyday and i am sick of hearing if i wanna choose a shorthorcut for this also cannot cos no money.aiyoh for this no money for that no money i am so irritated cos i am back to square one while i was working this six months it was ok but still i never get to do anything for myself.but now its gonna be worse with this n that aiyoh can die la i m so worried abt this course n all.i am so stressed.this three years is gonna be hell for sure!!!