Random thoughts....

i am jus so fed up.yesterday was my grandmas 16th day prayer which was held in a temple and so i didnt go school but i really wanted to go but i was so damn tired.when i went there i was so alone cos my cousin and my auntie could not come so it was only the rest of my aunties the irritating relatives and my two cousins their family and my family.so i didnt have a partner.i was so irritated yesterday.everyone was making me angry.and then we had to go back to our grandma house and there were my aunties who were jealous of my sis n me wearing punjabi suits which was very nice and they were giving sacarstic comments.i was jus so fed up.i mean this people are like your own family members and they do this to you.they always see my other cousins in one way and me and my sis another way.they are jus so bias.i jus know that good heart is of no value these days.its the stupid money and looks which play a big part in all relations i guess.coming to sch tdy was really irritating too.i am jus too tired and here in sch to i am struggling to get good grades and kinda feel left out as it is a new clas.its not like my previous class.they were so damn good.i miss each and everyone of them and all my other best friends.what to do nothing stays for long in life so jus have to accept the fact and move on.for now i jus know that i am waiting for the day to end.