Random thoughts....

well its friday at last.hahahhha i love fridays cos sat n sun is weekends and that is when i get to relax and get some sleep and do some revision and so on.well this week was ok but my grades is not good i mean however i contribute also my grades does not reflect what i contributed and all the comments i get is that i am to quiet.bad grades for being quiet.well the system here is like that you have to talk and market your points in order to get good grades.well maybe i will try my best to talk more.maybe i still need time to click with my classmates once i click with them i will be comfortable and i can talk well then.i didnt sleep for the past few days end up sleeping late everytime so i am lacking of sleep so gonna sleep well tom.i also have a test coming up so must study for it during the weekends as next week i wont have time.i have been feeling down ever since the start of this week.so many pple make it a big issue of me being fat and they jus ignore me and this pple are none other than my own relatives.they jus go for money if not looks.i mean i also have a heart k and as if i dun wanna be slim or what.its jus hard la.i know i lack the motivation and sometimes i jus cant help it.i feel hungry so i eat.but i do know that the day will come when all this pple will look up to me.this pple nvr see the good heart a person has all they see is looks and money.if you yourself are not good looking in the first place you should not talk bad abt others.well i have had enough with all of them la seriously.i am jus waiting for my day to come.thank god i still have good pple around me like my friends and my parens who support me all the time.